A cool grandma I wanna be

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Dreams.
What everyone is capable of, but not in making them real.
For me, dreams is easily earn if there's no barricade standing in our way.
But obviously, life won't make it easier for you.
I had one, but it's hard. It's way too hard if the barricade that standing in my way is big ass one. Lets just labelled it as 'P'
Yup, they crushed many dreams than any of others. I wan't to further my study as much as I wanted to. I want one day, I had a 'Dr.' labelled
in front of my name. I want owned a business. I want to do what I always wanted.
You know what's my dreams is to be?
A COOL GRANDMA
I want to be an inspiration to my grandchildren that you are capable to do what you dare to dream as long as, it won't cause you any harm.
What exactly I meant by that?
I want to travel, but not just that
I want to brings only 3 to 4 pieces of cloth, a laptop, I camera hanging around my neck, a guitar on back, a notes in my pocket and also a skateboard. Yup, I'm a girl, but that's what I wanted to do.
I want to be everything, a musician, a photo/videographer, a journalist, and a skater girl.
I want to write everything on that book and make one and only copy so I could read it again on my old days and passed it to my grandchildren.
Be an inspiration. Not about me doing all of that, but me doing what I love so I won't be full of disappointment and regretful in my old days.
I want to teach them, that any barricade standing in your ways to your dreams can be beaten. Unless death of course.
I want to see in their eyes whenever they look at me and I saw its like they were saying, 'She's so cool, I wanna be like her.'
AN INSPIRATION
A COOL GRANDMA

Nad

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