//Queen of Wolves//

I don't know where to start. I came here once in a blue moon. Mean while too many thing happens. I may wanted to start with the demon I met after 22 years I live. I don't know whether want to call s/he, cause the bad omen that came from she really puts me in a tough decision to neither call s/he. Lets just called she whatever I want , cause she remain demon in my mind. You see, that bitch is one of my colleague, (I hate to admit it) . I've been knowing that bitch since last year when I was a intern there, we were a bit close back then, so as my commitment there, the company decide to take me straight as an employee since I've finished my study after that. When I've walk-in there as a staff, those 'close friend' has become apart. It started when my company has organized an event of photography outing, my boyfriend was an intern there, then that fcking bitch told us not to be too closed since it will affected how our bosses will see us. So my bae and I jus...

Dreams. What everyone is capable of, but not in making them real. For me, dreams is easily earn if there's no barricade standing in our way. But obviously, life won't make it easier for you. I had one, but it's hard. It's way too hard if the barricade that standing in my way is big ass one. Lets just labelled it as 'P' Yup, they crushed many dreams than any of others. I wan't to further my study as much as I wanted to. I want one day, I had a 'Dr.' labelled in front of my name. I want owned a business. I want to do what I always wanted. You know what's my dreams is to be? A COOL GRANDMA I want to be an inspiration to my grandchildren that you are capable to do what you dare to dream as long as, it won't cause you any harm. What exactly I meant by that? I want to travel, but not just that I want to brings only 3 to 4 pieces of cloth, a laptop, I camera hanging around my neck, a guitar on back, a notes in my pocket and also a skateboard. Y...

Well, hello. I haven’t been writing for a while. No, it wasn’t awhile, it’s been years I guess. So you see, I've wiped all the old and dusty post before this. Let's just wiped it cleaned like my heart, as how it turns dark since. So, I’ve been busy with many kinds of thing now. Getting graduated with flying colors, get a job of my dreams, get my dreams to further my study overseas come true, but not for true. Cause I still can’t just live way of life that I wanted though. I can't even get a life! I had so many things that I wished hasn’t fulfilled yet. Live the life I wanted to be. Free and full with great memories create. I wanted to do what I love to do. No matter how hard the route will be, I’ll faced it, but with happiness and smile. I wanted to own a guitar of my own, plays the songs I love. Work doing things that I love to do, designing and be creative with full of arts. Travel, write, captured the moment. Dance, read and watching movies as my past time. And for g...